Honestly bro I have been struggling pretty bad recently. It’s hard for me to stay on my diet and not drink ( I’m not drinking hard liquor just beer) with everything I have going on. I’m doing the best that I can and I’m about to change everything about my life for the better but it’s just a lot at one time. I just had to choose between using my last lil bit of money on food for me or my dogs but of course that wasn’t a hard decision for me because my dogs will always have food and I will just figure it out for myself.